My Thesis Diary 1

Since it announced to write thesis diary, I think it will be so nice. Instead of an obligation in thesis writing class, I put also on my blog as my new content. Well, I already done my chapter 1 and find some new articles. However, revision is so possible, but I am not worry and afraid of that anymore. I believe that revision will drive me to the peak of perfection. In addition, I borrowed a book to support my argument in my thesis.

It was not easy to deal with what we want most, graduation soon. So many distractions offered. Literary I confused. One by one, day by day they came completing my journey. First, (outside of my thesis story but I think it still relates to it), few weeks ago I announced as a representative of MC non-formal in Rector Cup. I was so excited. I told to my support systems, my family and friends. They were so extremely excited, too. Well, a day before competition, suddenly a committee from BEMFA told me that FKIP already kicked out by UMM FM (as the authority to run the MC non-formal competition). The one and only reason was,  BEMFA was to late attaching the data from the participants however personally I done with mine. I collected my data for some days before d day. That news was so heartbreaking. Honestly, I disappointed with BEMFA. I struggled a lot with this. It was not an easy road. Personally, I went to some particular places by Go-Jek to rent a costume and deal with it, practicing every night, but it was useless.

Like I said before, I got some new articles and a book. After that unexpected issue appeared, I was down. I let them were lying on my bed; even I did not touch them. I forced myself to work with them. Finally, I got my spirit back, my chapter 1 is coming, and I ready for revising.

The second problem was I was so tired sparing my time to watch basketball competition. I did it after classes. Infect, when I went to home I was just ready to take a rest. After that, I overslept, forgot to pray and came late to class.

I got insomnia as well.

I got spirit from my brother that seems so happy to hear that I am doing my thesis from now on. He means a lot from me. He prays the best for me. So do I, hopefully I can give the best for him, too, for my family as the last child who left by his brothers and sisters married.

My friends are the best for hearing all of my sadness and problems.

I often go to library for searching some new materials. Then, I done with my chapter 1 and found some new supporting ideas, but still, I am struggling to read them.





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